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WHere Fiction meets Reality
Living life the way i love
no more an undergrad, now a full time toilet singer
LOVE my friends, good food, karaoke, lazy days,travelling

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Sunday, February 29, 2004
william oo.......stop stressin mi!~ hahaha...
i am quite dead..haven do tut and yet to study for tests nx wk..
and here he is tellin mi to report my results to him nx wk...


argh! says:
go get a copy of times/the economist.
argh! says:
err..
argh! says:
read 2 passages..
argh! says:
den check dict.
argh! says:
make sure u know everyword.
argh! says:
can this hw be done?


how nice..haha...all e best for yr a level results nx wk!
4as!


sumtyms God arrives with a whisper.
sumtyms he falls rite in.
but no matter how god enters our life,
he oways brings something beautiful!
like you!(=
(So sweet hor, hahahahahhahahah=))

its a long & tirin dae..woke up at 6 plus to attend sch for 1 period...wow..how cool..and it was an econs test which i am gonna fail..hahaa

went to meet weihao and sionghwee at parkway for lunch..after tat we went down to tk..haahaa..they told Dr jazlan about my tummy, and dr jazlan say it mgt be some disease and told mi to see a doctor..haa..saw e tk chicken rice aunt and uncle.haha, chatted with them and realise they resemble the Zhen Qing characters.hahaha...went to old tk, and there was actually spies takin pix..hmmm...e band is not in a realli gd state..and feel kinda bad cos i am not much of a help there.haix...

went with delon, sh and weihao for pool and dinner after band..bitch about ourselves and other til like 10 plus..haha..oh ya, delon is considerin about comin to mjc..i hope he will! then will haf 1 more gd gd frend around..haha..


that dae laur and mi were tokin about watchin wrestlin...well..both of us started watchin it since like...pri1? haha..anyway shawn michaels was my first idol..til now..i still think hes sooo shuai..haha

hahah..y is every1 commentin that roy is soo shuai and *ahem as not so shuai..even terence ho is tellin mi la..argh...and ya...i am feelin so guilty now. i din study todae..haaha...

Guess wat..SATS and chinese will no longer be considered for admissn in2 university! yeah..see i m so smart...ponned my sats, nv waste three hrs of my time dd it..hahaa

arghhh....mosquitoes keep bitin mi these few daes..cant stand it...

Shawn, if u happen to come across this..wanna tell u that dun be so sad k..its gd to haf that defensive mechanism in us so we will be less affected when ppl wre care hurt us, but i am sure there are those whu care! take care!

for those tkband members whu are sick/tired/stressed..take gd care..esp fiona and yvonne, u 2 realli looked sick todae..take gd care..

Anway..this is a pix of shawn michaels..hahahaa





Friday, February 27, 2004
hi every1..decided to blog since some ppl complain i haven been updatin it. haha..juz came home fm TJC mardi gras...was kinda cool cos i met up with a lot of tj frends..e same old few..mavis, greg & gang..saw shawn, raz, yin theng and e 30/03 peeps too..boonsiong, huiwen, peiyun, cherlyn etc!! COOL~n din have proper dinner todae..instead i had kachan puteh?..coke float and other rubbish haha..took alot of pix with ms chew and ivys camera..shall post it up soon..haha..after knowin fahmi for 5 yrs..i finally knew that he can sing! wow..! and yijie rapped too..ermm..haha..i missed those daes..really..oh..i wore e ac tshirt i bought e other dae..haha..kinda too big for mi..


Oh..todae is e release of e o levels results..still remember 1 yr ago..haha..when i juz broke down when i got all As but a c6 for english..met up with e tj peeps after tat, and well..most of them got like 7? haha...vonn and mi were like depressed over e results and we thot shes gonna do sth stupid when she off her fone and went missin..hahhaa..if i know that was e outcome.i would haf read newspaper everydae and carry a storybk whereva i go..ahaha...

Anyway congrats to those whu did well. HAha..Vivien..7 pointers..irritatin~ somemore say want to pei mi at mjc..haha..delon.e tkflutes.gary.sheryl....congrats to 1 and all~!

theres econs test tml.745am..wow..how interestin..e band peeps were thinkin that e 2003 dec drq qn will come out..hahah..we'll see whether we are rite..haa..after tat shd be gg tk with siong hwee and weihao..quite reluctant to go actually..cos i am kinda tired and haf this urge to study suddenly. haha..but wat to do..tats wat frends are for..ahaha..wateva..ok..shall update tml..

We need to take the time each day
To read God's Word and pray,
And listen for what He might say
To guide us on our way

Monday, February 23, 2004
i juz woke up my fm nap...Yawnzzz..i am so tired..todae Pe was tough..well at least for mi..hahaa..lessons was borin.as usual...Lookin forward to e wkends..

I got myself a tutor! haha..its our very own, xtj band president..haha..thanx man beth! will work hard! anyway, jacq...are u alrite? hm...go see e doctor if u stilll not well k..

I am gg for tjc mardi gras this fridae, but Jiajun ask mi to go for his rjc band concert..and HE will be at rj band concert...well...haha..betta consider again..hmm..haha..

well..i haven took e initiative to tok to him..haix, dun know whther he still angry..haha..well..below is a pix i took at acjc fun o rama..other pix are at daniel and roy's camera..so unable to upload now. haha..daniel look like a big bear ah..hahaa...




Sunday, February 22, 2004
pain is juz a state of mind, wat more can life do to mi? bring it on..

6 yrs of frendship, howeva its goes to show how weak our bond is when you actually use all e swear words on mi.. u will not know how hurt am i..it doenst matter if all my frends leave mi, but y muz those i love and treasure most hurt mi this way? Guess u guys will nv understand how it feel... guess i was wrong..i dun haf any gd frends afterall..

Saturday, February 21, 2004
Todae was acjc fun o rama!!!!! haha..has been lookin forward to this dae for weeksss. Hahah..make my way there with jacq and gw, but met up with laur and diana there..haha...got tix fm daniel and yeah..e 1st store we patronised was obviously daniel's store..all of us bought lychee ice..yeah..mi diana laur roy jacq..haha..its was very nice yet not so nice..ahaha..u guys know y?hahaha...

well..by the time we reached there already 3, so alot of food already finished..but i had quite alot too..other than that lychee ice, still had tempura, roasti, soup....haha...there was definitely alot of great food..theres even Kenny rogers and a jap restaurant..well.onli acjc can afford this kinda massive scale funfair...


haha..i saw d and his gf there..well..haha..she is taller isnt she? haha..and kinda fat..well..she was wearin this pointed pink shoe, and like gw sae, can actually kill ppl with it..haha..jkjk..heard fm beth hes gg to study law in aust and hes leavin on mondae..hah..wish him all e best...

well, bak to e funfair..haha..i bought the acjc tshirt, a acjc file, and a gift for my aunt..haha..i realli like e tshirt! heez..and we went to e haunted house..spent 10 bux for scarin myself for onli 3 mins...hahaha..it wasnt realli scari...juz that there was this unknown person whu kept holdin mi..hahhaa..oh ya! they actually sell hotel cakes there..one awfully choco cake was 80 bux.....poor ppl like mi cant afford..hahaa..yeah..and tats was 60 bux gone

after that..i sat around with jacq, roy, gw, ivy and laur..haha..catch up on old times again..haha..yeahh...it was great..*recall those daes..makin a 2014 jigsaw for jovan neo*haha...took pic with dan juz now too...=) haha..well...ya...=)..

i did study for 2 hrs todae! haha...impressive...cant remember e last time i actually study loh...and he smsed again..haha..16 thanx in 14 smses..wahhh! cannot believe it..hahha..betta not say too mux rubbish..if 1 fine dae he come acroos my blog i will juz faintx..hahaha

tml gg church with tat gp again..haha. so mux study when i wake up..theres geog test on mon!anyway.ya..vain roy pierced his ear and dyed his hair..hmm...haha


No matter the storm, when u are with god..theres always a rainbow waitin!





Friday, February 20, 2004
i am in the sch lib..havin 3 hrs of lunch break..well..i dislike fridaes cos its such a long dae. and thingy also dun turn out fine on that dae.

durin geog tutorial juz now..mr chen spent e whole period tellin us about life. how life isnt always a bed of roses..he told her about probs his family used to faced..and well..i started to get emotional & cried.in front of every1.*embarassed...its been a long long time since i cried this way..haha...well..cos i am sorta reminded of my probs and how i juz keep it within myself..mr chen prayed wif mi and yea, i am reminded tat god will always make a way..*thanx* U are e best form teacher i can eva come across~=)

yesterdae..ms lai was givin us this talk..and she mentioned about this tkband..about how disciplined e band members were..though band prac sometimes was 7 times a wk..e members still manage their time well to study and do well for e exams..kinda ashamed of myself now..gonna study hard...
band prac later..well..hmm..hopefully ms sia will dismiss early..

Roy..sorry..todae cant go out.. got band..seeya tml~

greg and deb..thanx..i miss u guys alot too..yup..cant wait to see u guys at mardi gras..

i will trust and not be afraid, for e lord is my strength and my song=)


Wednesday, February 18, 2004
When life's afflictions batter you
Like waves upon the sand,
Remember to look up to God
And take His outstretched hand.

Todae there was a soccer match between tj and mj..Mj beat Tj by 5-0..hmm...impressive..Clapss...haha..fahmi was in e tj soccer team. Long long time since i last saw him..well..still looks as black as charcoal..haha..

I miss TJ..i reali do..cant help thinkin of all my tj band frends todae..if i am still there..guess life will be totali different.

My gd frends..mavis, bunz, sangsao, cheryl, mel, pris, deborah, howard, greg, zhihan, liam, lihao, beth...still remember those daes..pon lessons for steamboat..stay with mi in e bandrm when i was sick..makin jigsaws..learnin to cycle..makin papaya soup..movie marathon..celebratin bdaes..well..basically slackin and gossipin..ahahaha..1st 3 mths in tj was definitely 1 of e most memorable times in my life. guess no where will i ever find such great frends whu will always be there for mi..juz like how i will always be there for them..if u guys are readin this,,juz wanna let u all know. i miss all of u! dun wanna be far fm ani 1 of u..betta meet up soon ya! ahaha..

Dan msged todae and said tat he will slp in class with that pillow..haha..so lookin forward to e weekend..firstly there is e acjc funfair. secondly i dun have to come tosch..i dun haf to face lousy situatn in sch..well..basically i beginnin to dislike sch all over again..dun ask mi y...

i gtg..tml is gonna be a bad dae too..hopefully ms lai wont mention my name tml..hahaa..nitex



celebratin bdae with my tjfrends last yr


MJ band concert last dec



Tuesday, February 17, 2004
well.todae is quite a gd dae! Haha..though i did vvvvv badly for my geog test, think ms lai is gonna come after mi soon..haha..went bak to tk with jackass and roy todae..well..hmm..not bad..roy attracts ppl of both sex. I am impressed! haha...well..he know wat i mean..haha..hmm..heard tat he is gg for funorama too..well..its not tat i will be sad to see him or wat..but reealli..its kinda weird and uncomfortable..hopefully i wont see him there.. and i bought another coupon fm roy. i am broke...

went bak to tk and they were havin combine by that time..and mooze is seriously puttin on weight! and shawn changed his hairstyle..haha..its realli nice meetin up with juniors and seniors of this big tk family..realli hope that tkband can win again this yr, cos the council are realli puttin in alot alot of effort!haha..

went for dinner at swensens with roy, jac,jovan, ying zhen and mr siao..i had crayfish pasta and banana split..*saliva drippin* its reali gd! and we juz paid 10 bux each and mr siao paid e rest! ahaha..*thanx...after tat i went to get that mogu pillow for dan! hope he like it! hahaa..its reali nice. cos its lime green in color and reali nice to hug. but its cost 33 bux...haix...

haha...its realli nice to hang out with roy, jac and jovan..cos we basically crap all dae..not reaali bothered my stuffs like luv and studies when we r out..juz crap all dae..haha

every1 in sch includin myself seems to be realli sad over bgr related stuffs..well..cant reaali be bothered to be sad bout it anymore..for those whu are still not feelin gd recently esp my jiemei mens..cheer up man..god will make a way!=)

did i tell u guys i have a 18 yr old frend, whu looks like a 28 yr ols man, but has e maturity level of an 8 yr old kid! haha..ya mr neo..i am tokin bout u! quik..go fan xing yi xia..haha..

take care my frends..anyway..7th nite of july is realli nice! ahahaha

I can fall fm e sky or fall fm e tree..but e best place to be..is to fall in luv with u!

Saturday, February 14, 2004
Love conquers all~!

Happy Valentine's Dae to 1 and all..hope tat every1 did have fun with their loved ones..E dae started with road run at pasir ris park..was walkin practically half e journey with wingyan and siling. haha..anyway..my beloved form teacher Mr Greg Chen got first for e teachers race! well..i din know ppl whu are horizontally and vertically challenged can run. haha..=X

Haha..went for breakfast with bin at macdonalds..they were givin out free ballons so i took 1 home too..ahaa..went home to bathe and set off to meeet jacq and roger..kinda extra huh..haha..well..say wateva u all want haha..Roger treated us to watch along came polly and yup, it was a great show. aahaha...so funny..roger went off after the show and mi and jacq walked around while waitin for roy and jovan. wenjin came to look for jacq to pass her somethin and ya...

Met roy, jovan and raz at night for dinner.haha..had dinner at lemongrass...wah..e tom yam soup was great!!!!!So hot and spicy..and well e rest of e day continue with them mockin at my stupidity..haaa..saw e acband peeps at heeren too, but daniel was at taka havin sji..ya..haven pass him his present yet. Well..i had roses todae!!!!!!! raz bought it for mi when we were on our way home..Thanx!!!

Its now 1219am..V dae is over...haha..tml there is no evenin service..but i am not sure whether i am gg church tml either. kinda tired and theres econs test. Furthermore, muz pass dan and ivys present to roy! Kinda thinkin of alot of stuffs todae..i conclude by sayin..all guys are jerks..and..trust in no1 except yrself.



Thursday, February 12, 2004
well..this is not written by mi..but totally explains how i feel.

people like you not only hinder the development of society, but also infect it and propagate the disease that is mental apathy and self-centredness. you cannot possibly call yourself a person of integrity, a person of holiness and religion, a follower of all things good without condemning your soul to the nether regions of hell, where you will most definitely be doomed to if you continue in your stupid attitude.
I concede that humans by nature are imperfect, but you have elevated that to an art form, a vice that just screams and mutilates anything in its path.
You are not an asshole by nature, you have just become one, and i pity you because you have allowed society's perverse values and perceived notions and ideas to permeate your thoughts and dominate your mind, until you have become not an individual, but a slave to the majority, to preconceived ideals. I have treated you exactly in the same way you have treated me, and i have not even complained about it. you disgust me, you withered husk. you do not even deserve a name, you do not even deserve to be mentioned. if you think im talking about you, you're probably wrong because the person im talking about is too stuck up to admit that he is flawed and that the rest of humanity is too

THIS GOES OUT TO A CERTAIN PERSON, DUN KNOW IF U WILL HAPPEN TO READ THIS BUT EVEN IF U DID, I DUN GIVE A DAMN. COS WAT U DID REALLI PISSED MI OFF...GO GET A LIFE! U SPOILT MY DAE THANX!

WELL..IF U THINK I BOTHER TO TELL ZHIHAN ANYTHIN BOUT U..SORRY I DUN...AND I TOLD BIN THE CONCERT STARTS AT 7 WAS COS MY VS FREND MADE A MISTAKE AND TOLD MI THAT...AND SO EVEN I WAS LATE...GET YR FACTS RITE B4 U START SPROUTIN NONSENSE...

pissed...totally...

Tuesday, February 10, 2004
juz came home..went orchard juz now..bought presents again..and nones for myself..haha..bought dan a bolster, and now think its so inappropriate and girlish..think gotta get him sth else again. Had pizza hut for dinner..ahaha..long long time since i last had pizza..well..pakkin confirm with mi about e pri sch chalet this march..wow..cool..haha..come on, like how many of u actually meet up with pri sch friends..am i rite...


We can endure life's wrongs because we know that God will make all things right.


well..mavis..i love u!*MUACKZ*




Monday, February 09, 2004
i am kinda ashamed of myself todae..realli..a very gd frend of mine is gg thru 1 of e most difficult times in her life, but she still remain cheerful..cos i guess partly is cos she dun wan her frends to worry for her. But wat bout mi? gettin pissed and depressed by e slightest thingy..hmm..well..my dear frend..i reali admire u for whu and wat u are..realli..Take care and stay the way u r. Will keep u in my prayers=)

Sch was borin as usual. Failed my maths test as expected...had pe todae and road race is on saturdae..V dae...wow..how cool..went to TM with laur, diana, bin and weiling..haha..they are busy buyin gifts and lookin forward to spendin their Vdae with their e other half..wat bout mi? haha..guess it will be juz another normal dae..

will be gg orchard tml after sch with jacq..haha..mayb can meet up with jac..need to buy yellow tshirt for road run on sat...arghh...

Something happens when we pray,
Powers of evil lose their sway,
We gain strength and fear gives way—
Therefore, let us pray

Sunday, February 08, 2004
hi blog..juz came home not long ago..went church with roy and gw..jovan overslept so din join us..bought alot of vdae present todae..Those gifts are reali cutex..haha.. still need to buy presents for pris, roy, daniel, gw and some tj frends..had dinner at ajisen again.haha..i am kinda sick of it now..no more ajisen for the nx few wks. Bought a samuel and kevin tshirt..hahaa..its pink!~

well..dan juz smsed..haha...say to buy acjc funorama tix fm him..need to get afew more..any1 wanna go? Oh ya..saw quite afew peeps todae..faye wong was at ps. but i was too short, so din get to see her..well tml is gonna be a lousy dae again i guess..haha..and i need to jian fei..kinda shock wheneva i look at e mirror recently.haha..

Blessed Savior, make me humble,
Take away my sinful pride;
In myself I'm sure to stumble,
Help me stay close by Your side


*my legs are gg to drop off* (sounds familiar ah, diana..)

well..todae was a super long dae..went to sch at 745 for maths test..wats e pt rite rite? since i gg to fail..went to macdonalds at tm...tk to see formatns..parkway to buy flowers for e VS guys..bugis to shop around..suntec to meet mavis and eat dinner..VCH for VS concert..and finally....macdonalds for supper..

hmm..i muz say Tk got alot more to improve on..hope they will make it in time for SYF. They muz do it..and they can do it=) Anyway..jac..hows bbq at wenjins condo..?alrite.tok bout e Vs concert, thot e concert was at 730 so mi, pris, mavis and terence was late..and mavis left early cos she got some stuff to attend to..Hope u are fine, mavis!=) E concert was gd. they played persis, les miserables, and my fav song since sec 1..first love!well..mjc also playin that, our saxophonist whus also fm VS is realli gd..haha..so quik..order mjc concert tix fm mi now!haha..well..todae went for e concert was to support zhihan, gary, weejuay, vincent and justin...but the alumni onli played 1 pathetic cant take my eyes off u..and i spent so mux $$ on flowers. stupid mi..

AHah...happy that i met up with mavis todae..always have alot of fun and luffter when shes around..realli..ahaah..and shes realli sweet to zhihan..though she act as if she dun haha..so we gg out on tues to buy yr vdae present for him? haha..i wanna go spotlite to buy hairband! haha..Zhihans realli sweet to mavis too..like now..thankin mi for gettin tix for her beloved..oh well..mavis is gg to kill mi if she see this..haha..

Zhihan conducted for the alumni sectn while his brother whus still in VS conducted e encore piece..is e yeo family gg to take over vs soon?..oops haha...Seein zhihan conductin once again reminds mi of those tj daes..CELEBRATION!! haha..still remember i will freak out durin the flute solos and lihao will juz settle it for mi...haha..those were e daes...

Greg sms mi juz now and told mi TJC band concert falls on e same dae as ACJC cum TPJC band concert..hmm..i realli dun now which 1 to go..realli..haha..tml is sundae again! yippee..no sch...feel like gg to queue for mtvaa tix tml..haha..and i feel like shoppin again..i wan that perlini silver necklace..hmm...i am broke..

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made



Thursday, February 05, 2004
TO DO LIST:

-buy hugo boss perfume
-buy V dae present..jacq, pris, roy, jovan, dan, gw, tjpeeps, my class, oligopoly..
-buy nike jacket..arghh.so exx..
-buy new hp..
-buy new camera
-go jurong point

events to look forward to~
March 27-jap aunt and cousins comin bak..HURRAY
feb 14-V dae..mtvaa
feb 7-VS concert
feb 21-acjc fun o rama
feb 23-serena's bdae
march 14-zhihan's bdae
feb 27-tjc mardi gras
april 17-SYF Central Judging - Display Bands
march 20-living hope methodist church funfair

well..todae was basically zzz..eating...zzz..eating..din go sch, woke up at 1 plus though was replyin smses in e mornz. hmm..ya..even roger and mic know i din go school..hmm..well, told them i was sick..hmm..if not wat to say? haha..say i depressn state thats y din go? wanted to study for my maths test on sat, but end up slackin..as usual..had family dinner at nite at some seafood restaurant. Shd be one happy occasion tat e family get together, but my uncle and aunt quarrelled..haixx..e black pepper crab was yummy..heex..

gg to buy v dae presents on sat..and shd be gg down to tk..wonder how are they progressing..hmm..watchin VS concert on sat nite with pris and mavis..Alumni onli playin 2 songs!ARGH...haha..go there support zhihan since hes conductin..and gary and e mj peeps as well..

What "hazards" sometimes divert
your attention from Jesus?
What positive, God-honoring actions
can you concentrate on doing instead


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During Lovemaking You Act...Like a child, always playing
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
still recoverin fm my depressn state..well..i realli dun like bein like tis..hopefully i will be fine soon..well...din go for band todae..but din mean to...juz need some time to think it thru i guess..

Met up with ivy and roy in e evening..wanted to shop for V dae presents..but din find anythin nice..bought a nike sports bra while roy bought a new nike jacket..he rich kid..buy thingy like free 1..ahaha..ivy bought a new top for vdae..hmm..hangin out with roy is basically crappin time la..wat he says basically dun make sense..like mi! haha..well...it was great hangin out with them..realli..feel so much betta..thanx!

roy abandoned mi at dinner time and we went to meet derrick...well..haha..got to admit we 2 were not as close as b4..wat to do..we cannot always be stuck at e same stage in life..life gotta move on..bought chocos for e tj peeps..hope its nice!

Ivy and mi gonna share present for daniel for vdae..walk around but din find anythin nice..ahaa..Anyway gd luck for history test tml ivy and dan!!!

hmm..basically ppl around mi nowadaes are either depressed or xinfu..haha..realli happy for adol and ss, ivy and...., mavis and zh, chitat and his gf...haha!!! can feel thier happiness when tokin to them..serious..

guess i wont be gg sch tml..thanx to all those whu cared esp my class, huiting, cherish...thanx

Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love..

i guess i am quite a happy go lucky person..tryin to be cheerful at all times..sometimes tryin to make others happy at the expense of my happiness..but am i realli happi? i dun know..


xinhui..laur..thanx for listenin to my crap todae..appreciate it..
wl..bin..diana..deryck..thanx for all concerns..

tml will be a better dae..

god will make a way..when there seems to be no way

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Sunday, February 01, 2004
Sleepy..think goona slp early tonite..haha..couldnt slp well last nite.dun know was becos my house became a gambling den last nite, or wat it cos i am thinkin of...woke up early todae too. went to meet pakkin and toh ghim at orchard mrt to watch movie..Supposedly wanted to celebrate daniel's bdae(no..not tat dan), but he couldnt make it so we went to watch stuck on u..Its super funny and matt damon seems to gain alottt of weight huh..had lunch at ajisen twice in a row le..wanted to eat at pk's dad restaurant but think its goona be too ex..haha..bought my sigg water bottle todae..but i am still in luv with my turtle in luv sigg bottle..=(

Met jacq and roy for church in e evening..Jacq cut her hair til so short that i almost couldnt recognise her..haha...but like some ppl say...she will still be cute lah huh...haha..wanted to organise matchmakin session tml but she gg swimming haha...maybe after tt ba..gg out with cherish tml..its a longgg time since we last went out ..hahaa..lookin forward..

had reunion dinner todae again..Cool~ate three bowls of rice, 4/5 bowls of soups, and almost a whole can of abalone...shd take a look at my tummy man..haha..think i am gonna be overweight soon. Lou yu sheng too..ahahhaa..cool~

wat hw do we have ppl? Like dun have rite??? think its time i start studyin haha..alrite..jovan...so wat did u buy for mi fm malaysia? and u still owe mi present huh..hahaa..

Lord, let me be a shining light
In all I say and do,
May Your great love be seen in me
And lead someone to You.