kembangan prata with yingzhen, laweng and gary yesterday! they are damn lame!! we sat there fm 730 all the way to 1045!! think we are becoming vv loh soh! see each other so often still can tok so much!! hahaha..delon wang!! this thurs u betta come!! dun pang seh agaiN!!

oh well. cant attend tjc band concert this wed. ti think i will miss out alot of fun and a evening of good music. wishing my tkjuniors all e best=)

went for THE PHILADELPHIA ORCHESTRA concert with James juz now..was definitely the best concert i haf been to so far..they played two pieces..oboe concerto and Symphony no5..they are like flawless..and their quality control of e sound is superb!! thanx james for e treat=) indeed an eye-opening experience for mi!

supper after tt at 85!! bak chok mee+char kway teow+oyster omelette!! plus all e catching up and gossips made tonite a unexpected and memorable 1!! =)

Happy 19th bday to Daniel Ow=) if u happen to read this, haf a great bday ya!

1 of the worst thing tt can happen to mi in e morn is hafin insufficient slp..And then tried choosing clothes to wear and nth seems to fit e weather/occasn etc. plus i cant stand my hair now..no shape+dry..and then i looked into e mirror and i realise e amt of money i haf spent on medicatn and doctors din seems to help my acne probs. oh ya. damn suay. i was also pmsing and my throat still hurts. shit


thanx god the day turn out q well. met law eng to lunch at pris's shop! e kebab is damn good! then we met yingzhen at bugis to window shop! i saw 3 bags tt i wan!! 2 fm littlematchgirl and 1 fm projectshop!=) and i like e mickey mouse necklace and top fm e mickey shop! and weijie is actually e supervisor there la! damn cool! lotsa discounts coming up=) then parkway steamboat later with 'em+nic and suzie. =) good food good company=) stacy join us for maccafe after tt too! then sat there til 1145 b4 we rushed to take cab to avoid midnite charges=) haha..stacy is damn funni...we tok with lotsa actions..telling us stories bout e band and her dmn stories..more of it nx wk ya=)

my throat hurts alot. But i still wan my katong laksa and parkway steamboat tml! i hope it wont be yi chan huan xi yi chang kong. Jacq dun wanna go out with us tml and the reason she gaf"I wanna stay at home to watch Hilary Duff cos disney channel will be showing her programmes for e whole day!" FRIENDS FOREVER ah..rather stay at home to watch tv!! dun know bout e rest..all busy with their lifes..school exams bf work. ahh..sianx..was looking forward to e wkend..but now tt e wkend is here. i haf no idea wat to do.

its shitty when u and yr gp of friends haf diff priorities in life. u know wat i mean? ah nvm.They means so much to u but to them, U dun mean at thing, ah wth.

met vanessa today for dinner..Ajisen haf a serious problem..they hire ppl whu are non-singaporeans..look like some thai peeps. and they cant even understand simple english like" can i haf some salt?" they looked at U like u are speaking german and say "salt?? no salt no salt" wth!
i decided to take up two more tuition kids cos i am damn broke. i haf no idea where all my $$ goes. great singapore sale is here. but i am broke~=(

i want to do and buy so much things b4 Uni starts. But my limited money supply forbides mi to do so! shit. so whu says money isnt everything?

exactly 1 mth away fm bintan trip with tj peeps. Van actually can tell me to go for SPA there..and it cost 100 plus per person?!! i thot bintan is suppose to be much cheaper?! !

met a band junior on my way home. we were toking about her again. Both of us almost cried. damn sad. she still haf so much to accomplish. . haiz

Inside Your Heaven
Carrie Underwood


I've been down, now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess it's right It's so amazing
Every time I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got, you lift me up
The sun and the moon light
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I want to be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I want to be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air your breathin in, a soothing wind
I want to be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

And I want to be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I want to be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I want to be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air your breathin in, a soothing wind
I want to be inside your heaven

Oh yes I do I want to be inside your heaven

Temasek Junior College presents to You Prelude 25.
1st June 2005 Victoria Concert Hall
Tickets at $12 / $15
Playing: Invictus, Russlan and Ludmilla Overture, Dancin' Megahits, NSB Millenium, Sorcery Suite,Magic Overture,Dancin' Megahits, The Phantom of the Opera, Time to Take Back the Knights! (The Chosen)

Okie..gotta wake up at 8am to watch American Idol final showdown! Carrie!!!

i am sick and i cant stop stop thinking of my junior jean. We were not close..juz a senior junior relation..but somehow i am damn affected. . i kept thinking of e day at e wake..how brave her mum was, and how fragile and thin she became..i pray for all her friends and relatives..that they will be brave and stay strong..

a minute of prayer and silence. in loving memory of jean. god bless~

all of a sudden, i have this craving for good food! katong laksa, parkway steamboat, pris dad's kebab, soya bean and dough fritters at geylang, crystal jade etc. and i want to eat all of this this wkend=) if possible=) like lawrence said, we shd live each day like it's the last, and there will be no regrets.

tjband concert nx wkend. seriously, i think i nv miss any of tjband concerts since i was in sec 1. dun know y.

Mjc band, choir, guitar club and malay dance got GOLd at their first SYF competition. Now, MJC soccer beats defending champion VJC, to be TOP jc soccer team in Spore. indeed sth to be proud of=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW=)
missed those days we used to hang out!! steamboats, countdowns, stayovers, dinners after band etc and yr dad was always there to drive us around! thanx alot=) lets meet up sometimes soon okie..together wth jacq roy chow gw jiamin etc! =)

went for andrew's bbq juz now=) e food was GOOD! and andrew and khay were good hosts..roy gw law eng yingzhen jacq tchow were all there too..andrew and tchow got thrown into e pool too.. wanted to do tt to yingzhen too..but aiyah no chance haha..1 of them gaf him a book on e best sex positions hahaa. and jacq was damn amazed by it! we were e last to leave other than his family and we took q awhile to get a cab cos 5 of us wanted to share a cab together..and this nicey uncle finally agreed cos tchow juz live nearby and din even complain abit though he haf to drop all of us at 5 diff places...

So I'll be counting the tears, til I get over you.

i had a bad dream and i cant fall bak to slp.."i thot u said we will be friends til e end..i thot u said u will stand by mi?"arghh..i am praying tt things will turn out fine later.

yesterday was damn tiring. reached NUS at 9am with nic and eunice..went soo many talk..sociology, english, social wk etc. but we found out tt talking to the staffs and students were definitely more useful. Eunice won a kinokuniya voucher cos she was the 176th visitor into the geog lab!lame..after the talks and tours, i am considering either sociology or geography. shall see.

parkway steamboat after tt with nic. then met roy at orchard..walked around. bought andrew's bday present(HAVAIANAS=))..wanted to shop around but saw nth nice..shall juz wait for great singapore sale! went down to bugis to meet yingzhen for dinner at sakae...she's so TANNED now...haha..not black. haha..

we went to the mickey mouse shop after tt!=) so cute. . juz tt lotsa stuffs were sold out le! stacy's bf is wking there!! and he said new stuffs will come in this sat!cant wait!!

life's so unpredictable. we shd really learnt to treasure every1 around us..esp our loved 1..a band junior of mine passed away peacefully this morn..=( though we were not particularly close, but it realli affect mi q abit. She was such an outstanding junior bak then.well..haiz

A GrEeAaaT weekend to look forward to! Gg down to NUS FASS open house tml..hear some talks and can get to see my fellow schmates!=) meeting up with old pals after tt..and to bugis to check out tt mickey mouse store!! on sunday, gg to andrew's place to celebrate his bdaY! cant wait to meet up with all e sec sch bandmates! and i miss his mummy daddY!!=)

my comp is damn screwed up. cant sign in to msn for e past 2 nites..and today my comp is damn slow! think it's gg to crash soon!

pris is in australia.
jacq is in Malacca with roger
yingzhen is wking at simlim
a wkend without them. hahaa..!

went to army market juz now wif ivy..got lost..took half an hr to get fm lavendar mrt to e army mkt! got the bag for e mong tat(did i get the name rite?)..then met daniel at paragon. i think he must haf went for a slimming prog which was so successful tt he lost 10kg in a mth..if not he mgt be anorexic and dare not tell us=) hahaa..anyway his legs are thinner than mine now! and his fingers looks like those qian nian lao yao!~ haha...waited an hr for jacq and nicole and proceeded to Spageddies for dinner..there was this 1 for 1 offer for UOB cardholders..so it's q worth it..and it was ivy' treat=)thanks=)

we got 2 free slices of cake as well! cos we told them we were celebrating bday for dan and mi.and ivy gaf us alittle surprise by appearing with a cake with a lighted candle..sang bday songs and stuffs. haha..din expect to haf another bday cake cos my bday seems so far away already. anyway the choco cake there was gd=)

okie..after tt..we practised forging signatures cos we wanted to pay using auntie judy's card.(ivy's mum)..and we thot ivy or mayb daniel could forge it...but tt stupid manager din allow so we sat there thinking of alternatives la! wanted to pay using my UOB card but there's no money in my account=) and i forgot my pin no as well..haha..tried to transfer money in thru internet banking..called up lotsa peeps to help..called up UOB to get my pin no. and they told mi they will send to mi in 7 wking days! by then all 5 of us will be jailed le la! hahaha...thank god mong tat? came to our rescue!! transferred money to my account to pay..i learnt my lesson! fm now on..i am gg to save money so my uob bank will haf some money in it. hahaa

lawrence eng is bak in spore!!!!!!!!!!=) usually i will get damn pissed with ppl whu calls mi up early in e morn! but was too happy this morn when i receive his call though it was juz 8 in e morn!=) meet up this wkend~

Ineza Tan?

Rainbow Tan?

Tweety Tan?

haha..arghh..i shall be know as Ineza tweety rainbow Tan=)

went out with yingzhen, delon and gary yesterday. was late for an hr! so i got nagged by e guys thruout e day! and my nike bag is so common, we saw 12 ppl wearing the bag. my god...unlike gary and delon, their le coq bag is one of a kind..no1 like it other than mats. haha..town was boring, ended up sitting at delifrance for more than an hr...walked fm taka to far east to heeren..but we din managed to find nice slippers. and there's this new shop at heeren tt sells limited editn stuffs..must go check it out!

met jacq for dinner. was supposed to meet her at 6pm, but we juz kept changing the time. fm 6 to 630 to 7 to 730 to 8.. and we were still 15 mins late!=) dinner at 85! bak chok mee. stingray. oyster omelette! i love them all!=) bitching bout those usual peeps. haha..and walked with delon all e way to e interchange and cos of tt! gary and mi were caught in e rain! thanks alot ah!

oh ya. saw nathenial ho again today!!( nic, i think u shd go out more often with mi)

calif fitness juz now. saw nathenial ho!! was supposed to stalk him around til jacq and nic arrive but i thot it will be q dumb.haha..shd haf approached him to claim $$ bak fm him..voted for him afew times for spore idol! hahaha

met nancy and diana after tt for dinner! i saw this nice pants at mango but it cost 99 bucks. money pls drop fm e sky! ahaha..i bought this nike shoulder bag..it's white but soon it will turn cream colour. ahahaha..

was fone conferencing with jovan and nic. he's super irritating la! forever singing to himself. then when i switch my fone to speaker mode, he immediately stopped! music is all about sharing rite? we shdnt be selfish about it!

nicole, jacq and mi are all gg to FASS NUS! now pris is in a dilemma about whther to go to FASS NUS or NTU?! but since 3 of us are here, theres 3 gd reasons y she shd be chossing NUS!=)

^ Pris^ says:
if all of us there ar..haha havoc lor..sure v fun!

was listening to backstreet boys old album juz now. their songs are nice!! and i actually haf their entire cd collections plus singles! was their no1 fan back in lower sec!=)

got this off ivy's blog. so decided to do it since i am soo freeeee.

Your #1 Match: ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

anyway, my childhood ambition was to become a lawyer. but my command of e lang is damn bad.. so i haf given up since long ago. then in sec sch, i wanted to work in e hotel line. so i signed up for e temasekpoly's hospitality management course and got accepted. but i am a poor ger..wont haf money to further my studies overseas. so i decided to drop e idea and juz go to a junior college..now tt i will be joining NUS FASS in this coming august, i haf no idea wat my future holds. but i believe god has his plans=)

but god's plan aside. my present ambition is to work in e hongkong disneyland! wanna dressed as mickey mouse everyday and bring joy to e kids all over e world=)

watched house of wax and went town with yingzhen juz now. she is broke. and i am broke too! unlike jacq, there is this mystery person whu put 200 bucks every mth! wth!

alrite. 3daes2nites overseas trip with jacq roy and frends nx wkend. q looking forward to it=)

this sat gg over to my jap aunt's place to watch e bbq video. those whu wanna join us pls sms mi=)

met delon, gary and jacq for dinner juz now..thinking of gg over to malaysia this wkend or e nx. any1 wanna join us? and 28-30june, i will be gg bintan with e tj peeps!woohoo!

tjcsb2003! woohoo! nuanning in bandrm! celebration! linsheng! pon sch! steamboats!

tk band02, myprideandglory=) & look whu's missing.

stop following mi whereva i go! it's been 12 yrs!!2/3 of our life!! ahha..

rainbow and crayon!*newfoundbestfriend*

nic, roy, jacq, delon and mi. my best hangout pals since sec sch daes!

jovan and roy! oh ya jovan still owe mi my 2 movie treats! and i think u look betta in real life tts y i am not putting ya in my msn pix!

my a102 jiemei! without weiling and laureen=(

e 5 of us. e tkgs+tkss clan

i still think daniel looks like panweibo!

andrew and gw and mi. so where's tchow and jiamin?


for e rest of e pic..pls visit http://community.webshots.com/user/yina1986

my 19th bday has indeed been a blessed and splendid 1.. lotsa ppl to thank:
1)my family for being e kind sponsors!
2)gary delon yingzhen for coming over to help mi cut sotongs and move the stuff around.
3)gary and delon for helping mi at e bbq. buy ice, buy charcoal. greatly appreciated
4)roger, andrew, gw and whu else? for helpin mi start e fire.
5)all whu came down. tk/tj/mj/ac band peeps, mj yr 2s, pri sch peeps, tknccland peeps etc. love u all!

so much for looking forward to my awfully choco cake! had onli a small miserable piece=(sobz.. and it came without candles! argh

held a matchmaking sessn there too! think my aunt and i can consider opening a matchmaking agency! haha..and lihao juz asked mi when can i bring junko out with them. ehh..

sorry to those whu din eat much tt day! realised tt all e food were over at e tj pit!oops=X

left at 11 plus and went to town with roy, ivy, daniel, yingzhen, delon and gary. watched kingdom of heaven..pretty boring..or mayb its becos its too late at nite?
oh ya, went into e theatre,,couldnt find our seats. ran out of e theatre..thinking we went into e wrong 1. but actually we were not.. so ran in once again, but this time we were at e wrong side of e cinema! so paiseh!!

thanx for yr all presence and presents!
levisvoucher, nike voucher, guess watch, guess tshirt, espritshirt, royce chocolate, nike shoe, pierre cardin wallet, alarmclock!, soft toys, cross ornament, perlini necklace etc. i love them all!

i m actually too tired to blog. but i must. cos today is a happyhappy day for mi!050505!

Congrats to MJC SYMPHONIC BAND for clinching the GOLD award at their first SYF! damn proud of u guys !! Invictus, indeed e Unconquered! Congrats once again, esp to Ms sia, gary, delon, cheryl, glenn, weekiat and juniors whu read my blog=)
and of cos to TJC SYMPHONIC BAND as well..esp Tchow!!GOLD WITH HONOURS!! yeap.u guys indeed got wat u deserve. i think tj band is indeed fortunate. other than their gd players, there are alot of other factors contributing to their success. The TIC esp mschew, The alumni whu goes back so often and cares soo much..and of cos my idol, lin sheng.

i believed his patience and dedicatn haf indeed spurred many to go beyond their self imposed limitatns. i wished i could haf stayed after first 3 mths..i haf so much to learn fm him..though it was a mere 3 mths..he will always be e conductor i looked up to e most. hoping for another chance to play under his baton.

despite leading tjband to success, he remained humble and had no airs about him. he was telling mi in chinese that to cook a good dish, u not onli need a good chef, but more imptly.. fresh and good ingredients as well..

And special thanks to Ms sia for loaning her instructor pass to mi. it has successfully smuggled lotsa peeps in=) hahaha..and yesh, i missed playing in mjcsb..under ms sia's guidance too.

jacq and mi practically sat thru all 16 bands. hahaa.. heard 16 spore rhapsody! and after tt, jacq,suzie, shawn, delon, gary, yingzhen and mi went to heeren for dinner. at sakae sushi! again. haha..how nice to be able to eat with a bunch of hao peng you=) then we went to shop around, i spotted this NIKE WHITE SHOULDER BAG tts damn nice. hahaa..then shop around til 10 plus then we took 65 all e way fm orchard to tamp!

when i came home, i received my first bday present fm ken chan chitat! a collectible item all e way fm england! thanc for still remembering mi up til now. hope to meet up with ya in hongkong this june

i was at PS. e memories came bak again! congrats to u. it's been a long time since we tok so much. i am contented.realli hope to see u there on sat! yr presence means so much.=(

i missed those gd old days..i noe i sound dumb..but i really wan to turn back time.passed by raffles yesterday..and those memories started coming bak to mi.

newyearcountdown, christmas eve, rotiboy, uno at siglap, pastamania, tkvisits, coughsyrup, concertflower, appealletter, mjbandconcert, philyouth perf, kennyrogers, chruchservices, phantomoftheopera, auntieanne, 85porridge, tjbandfiesta,gluttonsquare, esmallpinkumbrella, sylvestersofttoy, eultrabigpencilcase, e socks=), maplestory, fonechat, morningcalls, fantasia, layspotatochips, tastelesscarrotcake, marinasteamboat, swensensicecream, 25cents icecream, standbymi, awfullychococake.

these are juz memories. they will nv nv come to me. i miss those daes. i realli do.
i guess bday wish for yr 2005 is to spent my days like those in dec04 to feb05.

When The Going Gets Tough, The Tough Goes Shopping!=)

I went shopping today!!!!! Bought Two bottoms fm Mango!! A denim skirt and a shorts=) other than tt, i got two tops fm MU as well! and A new abercrombie polo which i juz won in yahoo auctns! soo those coming this sat mgt haf nth to eat other than awfully choco cake=)

met up with Nancy and Diana today! Woohooo...nancy was my image consultant for e day, everyday i try haf to go thru her approval cos she is gg to be the top spore designer vv soon~ and we tok alot...and walked alot..walk fm far east all e way to city hall. . realli need to lose my tummy in 4 daes. wahahha..
nicey. best peeps to chio out to shop. seeya guys this sat! hahaha

congrats to bananaboy for getting e second runnerup award in e MisterS'pore 2005!

i am in a depressn state now. feel damn unwanted. lonely. lifeless.shittified.