So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

i got a new toy! my new samsung D500c! guys pls call mi anyday anytime. freee outgoing calls all days! and the other line is still in use too. so can contact mi at both nohaha..and i got 1700 free smses per mth now..can sms til fingers swollen!~
and i need 3 m1 buddies .. will haf free outgg to them all day! so far onli got zhengyingzhen!

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i think i am so dead..2 more days to SEA paper. and i haven started studying..haf been slping at 530am for e past 2 nites..insomnia. sian. lie on bed and i will hu si luan xiang.
delon called at 3pm. he thought i was already studying but i jz woke up! met them after tt. priscilla came too=)

our dinner-Phin's steak





delon's expressn when talking to his gf. breakbreakbreak!





okie. delon cut his hair today! so e 3 of us all haf hair done at jean yip=)


priscilla's complexn is so good! jealousssss=(



delon! yr best pix so far

and think he can be a pretty gd hp model. haha. like nathanial Ho=)




jovan drove mi out 2 hrs ago! he jz got his licence yesterday and he drove mi out=) so happpy! we went to see gays at changi. see couples making out..see aeroplanes..see prostitutes at geylang=) so nx wk. we gg west coast park and west coast prata rite=) must fill up tt 8 person car okie?! no more jovan and mi onlY!

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out since morn! this bunch of wonderful friends managed to cheer mi up alittle..suppose to meet them at 1045am but when i called gary and yz at 1045am, they were still zzzz..sianz1/2. so jacq and mi went in to sing first and they came in 1 by 1. delon and gary came to pose for pix onli, cos delon onli sang 2 songs while gary DIDNT even touch e mic at all!

peng you yi sheng yi qi zou...nan xie ri zi bu zai you..




town after tt. yz went to cut hair..and she looks older than mi now! pri sch teacher in e making! but e hairdresser took so damn long! think 3 hrs..so we juz sat at yakun and gossip. then. shop ard..bought e levis jeans for her for her bday as promised=) hope u like it=)weijing and sarah came..meant to be a surprise..but she din seem v surprised leh..hahha

dinner at NYDC was best! i paid 5 bucks onli!!!!! cos jacq's friend wk there so he juz cancel some orders fm e bill and gaf us another 15 percent discount! and yz bday booboo cake was sponsored too! thanx u=)=) 5 bucks for a main course+elephancinnno is like cheaper than food court!=)








we wanted to get jiaxi no! but he wasnt wking..awww..and nuinai was in town! and i saw nicolas with xinhui too!! ahhaha..nicolas is cute..okie. mayb jz e cutest in star idol.

okie so we walked ard..taking pix with christmas trees and astroboy and chanel advertisement.
end our outing with a sex educatn lessn fm jacqueline at starbucks! hahaa..we all learnt alot. ahhaa



yep happy 25th bday yingzhen!=) u have been a wonderful friend, cant ask for more=) yep matchmaking sessn soon! no delon please.


guys.msn mi for pix k! and stacy! i wan e pix in yr camera!

and thanx to all those whu were entertaining mi these 3 days. e usual gang. jovan. william nicole=) i love all of u

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The sun won't shine since you went away
.Seems like the rain's falling every day.
There's just one heart, where there once was two.
But that's the way it's gotta be,'til I get over you

When will this river of tears stop fallin'.
Where can I run so I won't feel alone.
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'.
I've just gotta take it from here on my own.
But it's so hard to let go...

Give my tomorrows for one yesterday.
Just to know that I could have you here.once more.

sick+ignored+exams=lonely=cryy


couldnt take it anymore jz now..cried for 2 hrs..
probably shocked laweng and jovan when i called..
didnt tell u guys what was e problem cos i myself wasnt sure too.
like law said"yina..never hear u cry this way b4."

hate this feeling..hate myself.
i really dun know what i did wrong..pls at least tell mi what happened..
if this 4 mths was all a lie..i rather u continue lying to mi. rreali..


came online.

yingzhen says:
and dont tear alone dear
yingzhen says:
we'll get down to xiang qing tog soon

gary says:
got anything next time can ask me out one.. dun need paiseh.. thou i wonder wat i can do ..

came online. tok to yz..teared somemore..but with u guys ard..i know i will be okie soon...soon..
thanx once again.
kbox this fri guys. dun forget

sick. fever+runningnose+cough..
my econs paper is gone...not even halfway thru and nth seems to go in.
headache whenever i try to memorise sth.
dead.

okie. i cut my hair. it was a disaster! that jean yip hairdresser stab mi left right centre!

mi:hi, can i trim my hair and cut my fringe short?

ah beng hairdresser: dun blame mi for being honest hor, but short fringe dun suit u. first, yr face v round, later u cut le yr face rounder..secondly, yr complexn not v gd..later it will emphasise on yr bad complexn. furthermore, yr face is uneven on both sides..abit weird!ya la, although yr new fringe will make yr small eye look bigger..but betta not!


okie...so he cut my hair for mi! change my parting and it looks q nice at first. but i insist on that chinadoll hairstyle. so now...i look like a 16 yrs old secondary sch kid according to delon. haiz~
now i look like LULU fm e 9pm show! and jacq looks like YOYO!=)

and jacq yingzhen delon and mi went to take neoprints!!!!=) we haven took any neoprints for soooo long!! and i found my fav beef noodles stall! it's at century square now!=)
gary came to meet us too! i missssssssss them terribly!!!!!!
friday tennis
saturday celebrate yz bday!
my econs is sooooo dead!. . .

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i was at Tampines mall juz now..and i saw a really cute guy walking towards mi..

small eyes. spiky hair. nice smile..

and he smiled at me!

at tt pt in time. i was thinking..hmmm..since when did i haf such a cute friend..

so i walk nearer.. and guess whu...

SEBASTIAN LEONG WAI KEONG!=)

happyhappyhappy...the best thing tt had happened this wk! hahaha..but he was with this ger, much uglier when compared to his ex. wat happened? sebas...

okie. gg to meet delon and co at TM now! i hope i see sebas again! cos i din get to tok to him jz now!



Minnie Mouse


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i wish.

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11 hrs to sociology paper.
worried. but not becos of sociology. but becos of other stuffs on my mind.

i am convinced she went for plastic surgery! i am like so sure she did her nose, cheeks and eyelashes! and perhaps her boobs, chin eyes as well! and she look unbelievably white now!

2001:


2002:

2003:
2005:

boobs implants loh!!!!!



DRASTIC CHANGE! okokie. not pretty! i prefer www.frozenrainbows.blogspot.com or bleedingblackbutterflies.blogspot.com! haha..or maybe deepinthebowl.blogspot.com or jackass86.blogspot.com! =)=) my friends are always e prettiest!

so this is what mavis and I did after mugging for 4 hrs of economics!! brain dead!



THIS FAGGORT ADDED GARY ON FRIENDSTER AND TOLD HIM HE'S GDLOOKING! EEEEE....YUCK! SO GAY! http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=4421497

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blog of the month: www.markchay.blogspot.com and not tt dawn young..y is every1 thinking she's so hot?! mark chay is 1000 times hotter!

1 more wk and i will be free! ask mi out after e 23rd guys=)
and i am so glad for my friends whu FINALLY finished their As!

and absence really makes e heart grow fonder=(

Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control,
one that overwhelms logic and common sense.
That's what it was like for me.
I didn't plan on falling in love with you,
and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me.
But once we met,
it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us.
We fell in love.
Despite our differences.
And once we did,
something rare and beautiful was created.
For me, love like that has happened only once,
and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory.
I'll never forget a single moment of it."

-- The Notebook


random:
1)i dont know how to turn on e fire at home. i thot yingzhen will be betta than mi in tt..but..
2)u join CampusSuperstar i will go pierce my ears! ON BOHZ!
3)www.dlush.net!! support local designer! support our own v gd friend! Nancy=)
4)6 more days to exams! i am actually quite excited bout nx semester! japaneselang, sociology, geography modules! and pls pray tt i will get into sheares/kentridge hall! pleaseeeeeee...
5)so i am not e onli paedophile ard huh! haha...
6)sooo looking forward to december too=)

sweetie yingzhen scanned afew pix for mi!


jacq and mi during outdoor 2002! super sweeeettt can! hahaha


Sionghwee, delon, Me, Jacq, Guanwei with ms nora after 1 of the band performance.short skirts long socks black stocking and zebra tee is soo cool! hahaa

Ah Noi and mi at NDP rehearsal waiting area. miss e band uniform! we gonna steal it and wear it for halloween nx year!




persis, rossroy, effieltower, eagle, pagoda, 8piccolo, hawaii5o, marchingineraininNDP2002, flutessectionallunchatkallangairport,afterbanddinnerwithegangatYIPAOERHONG, checkyrdressinglah!, wheresyrposture?, belphogor, delon, jacq, yingzhen, sionghwee, roy, guanwei, nic, flutes, tchow, laweng, andrew, jiamin, stacy, ash, yizhen, nancy, diana, huishan, weihao, fahmi, shawn, james, andthebestdisplaybandawardgoestotanjongkatongband..yet again!

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ASS! i went back to PGP juz now and then realised that i did not bring e keys! so i am back at home. damnit!

life's pretty bad lately. but thank god for my bunch of friends whu are always ard. thanx guys! u know whu u r!=)

last wk of school. and perhaps my last wk at PGP too. another 2 wks to exams! guys pls ask mi out to study!! i need to study!

all e best to all my friends and Juniors having e exams!

1)my beloved tk juniors taking e Olevels!=) esp guanwei . chin hian. fiona and e flute section!
2)those taking e Alevels! esp Delon, Gary, Glenn, Cheryl, Weekiat, Terence, Laweng, Junwen and all e mjcsb and tk juniors!
3)those in ntu. mavis, diana, cherish, nene, pris and yijie=)

today was a boringgg day..thanx god yingzhen came over, if not i will be bored to death!
okok! must start practising for campus superstar le. i can start making banner for her too!
2006 zui jia ben di xing ren>>>ZHENG YINGZHEN. ahhaha
BLACK IS BEAUTIFUL!=)

Happy happy Birthday Tchow! hope everything is going well for u..and will always be! will always be keeping u in my prayers! god bless!=)

super broke. doubt i will step into town again til after exams! so dun ask mi out ppl~

went to school for project today. was suppose to meet them at 10, but i woke up at 930. so i was late for about 1.5 hrs, and by the time i reached school..they were almost done! so went to meet stacy in town..haiz. super broke. e feeling is sooo bad..when u see yr good friend buying and buying and buying, and i myself dun even dare to try out e clothes cos i am afraid that i cant resist e temptatn.=( yz came to meet us after tt and she bought an ugly pair of havaianas. aahhaa..but mei de ren cuan she me dou mei. ..ya rite! haaa...
today we decided to haf budget meal. but we still ended up eating pepper lunch for lunch and some super spicy ramen for dinner. so today i spent 40 bucks on practically nth. nth. nth. haiz..

we saw him and her today. haha, yz and stacy kept saying she's not pretty..but she looks good in e pix!

some1 pls kill mi.



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Who can join: Any uniformed student in a secondary school, ITE, pre-U & junior college. You must remain a student throughout the entire competition (i.e, from now till April 2006).

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yingzhen said she is joining campus superstar! i will definitely make big big banner for u and be yr fanclub president for free! but pls do not embarrass us..skali first round also cannot pass!

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To our dearest roger..take good care of yrself in australia. u will be greatly missed by each and every1 of us! work hard there, seeya back here 1 year fm now! we are all so proud of u! pilot wong=)









anyway. i saw a pervert yesterday! then the guys went to look for him but he was no longer ard! they were damn funni. say they will all take off their pants in front of tt pervert~
1 whole nite at changi airport. but i only finished 1 Chapter of sociology.. hmmmm

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