Silence is my only escape.

got e letter of acceptance fm NUS today.=) relieved!!

i haf no life.. i work 7 days per week. but i am still broke?! weird..

booked e cake fm Awfully choco oreadi!!=) so ppl pls try to come if not whu will finish up e cake?! and thanx to nic's frend, sueann, for getting e discount for mi!=)

so scary. even she knows. argh. juz feel like stabbing myself now. i haf tried all means and ways, but still i cant. square 1.

and i am damn broke. calif fitness owe mi pay for 1 wk le! help~

*/ time now - 1052pm

*/ your name - yina

*/ your burfdae - 9 may.

*/ how old are you - 18 everyday=) hate it when ppl say i am old! so ryl and delon! stop it! haha.. and even Ms sia called mi auntie last sat! omg

*/ studying in .... Uni in 3 mths=)

*/ the best place in your college - bandroom and library.

*/ the reason you are doing this -sianz. kwanghong sent mi this game tt i cant solved!http://www.mousebreaker.com/games/hapland/play.php

*/ I love my.. friends, ipod, adidas judo, adidas samba, havaianas etc

*/ the best place you went to recently -heeren=)

*/ who did you last go out with? - law eng. dragged him to cali fitness to go for e tour! and thanks for lunch=)

*/ the best class you are ever in - 4E/02! Lihui, you aik, wenjuan, dawn, wanting, diana, weibin, brendan, suzie, grace, Miss tan, miss yap!! u guys rocks

*/ the best year you ever had - 2002..best display band..great pals whu hang out at paopaocha everyday after band..damn motivated in studies too

*/ the best day you ever had - 3rd july 2002=)

*/ the best people you ever hang around with - jacq, nicole, yingzhen, roy, delon, gary, cheryl, priscilla, vanessa, mavis, jovan, gregory, ivy, a102 jiemeis, tjbandmates, tkbandmates, fowlie, tk4E02

*/ best thing to do during lessons - zzz.

*/ who do you miss? - lotsa
1)Him. alot.
2)grandma
3)jovan neo! some ppl say meet up last mon! 1 wk passed le!!!!
4)diana, nancy, yizhen! sorry for flying kite tt time! meet up over e wkend!!
5)kwanghong, lihui, youaik, wenjuan!
6)A102. lotsa chance to meet nx mth! my bbq and outing to zoo!=)
7)tjcband gang.see ya on 5 may and 7 may!
8)Tan Guan Wei. u owe yingzhen and mi a treat!

*/ your favourite color - pink! recently into orange and green

*/ any hang-around friends - yingzhen, jacq, nic, delon, roy, gary

*/ do you scold vulgarities - wah lao counted?

*/ are you lame - alrite la.

*/ are you in love with chocolates -yes!

*/ last chat online with - jovan, kwanghong, mavis.

*/ do you blog - er..wat am i doing now?

*/ the most meaningful song - against all odds. yuan dian, ge qian, hai pa, wo ye hen xiang ta, suoyi!

*/ majority color of clothes - pink, black

*/ do you cycle - still learning. ahaha..

*/ what would you do if you are unhappy - eatx3! frown. cry.

*/ the last person who sent you home - cant remember!

sheryl and t oboe are both toking to mi about him now. ah shit.. of all daes. y today??shitty.

and law eng is mad today.. first he suggest i go break up a couple and then he suggest that i turn lesbian! hahaa.

JC band exchange prog today. went down with jacq and yingzhen..TJC was e best out of all e bands..but must wk harder to achieve their Gold with honours.MJC was not bad too.=) though need still alot of individual pracs.. and shd cut players!! e flutes running notes are so messy!s
sat right in e centre thruout e performance cos was helping ms sia to record..hope my chitchatting conversatns werent recorded. haha..

saw lotsa old bandmates. my fellow first flautist. tchow, liam, bunz, van, etc =)

went out with them after tt. so funny..gary left us and jacq got to rush home cos her dog ran away! hahaa..had dinner at pastamania..then delon left to meet szehui..shop for awhile and decided to sit and slack.. then cheryl went home and yingzhen and mi juz sat at mac for 1 hour plus i think. haahaa..toking bout our bday wishlist. yesh i know..levis square fit!=) and i got hidden talent yeah! drawing=) and my new name shd be rainbow. haha

chu le cheng mo wo hai neng ze me zuo xuan ze..zhui hou wo hai shi hui dao le yuan dian.

wishlist 2005:

1)Levis ladies fit with crystals
2)nike shoe
3)birkenstock
4)guess watch
5)issey miyake perfume
6)pierre cardin wallet
7)new clothes!
8)california fitness lifetime membership!

i thot i haf got over it. i thot i had moved on. i thot. but i am still at square 1.

finally finished watching the hk serial! it's damn nice. and julien cheung is so cute. aww..his dimples=)

gg for e jc band exchange prog at mj this sat. cant wait.

14 of your favorite people (in no order except the first)
1 jacqueline
2 nicole
3 yingzhen
4 roy
5 delon
6 gary
7 mavis
8 priscilla
9 vanessa
10 cheryl
11 gregory
12jovan/ivy
13 tk/tj band peeps. a102 jiemeis fowlie pri etc
14 him still.

13 of your favorite food
1 steamboat
2 la mian
3 beef noodle
4 tom yam soup
5 stingray
6 yi pao er hong
7 chocolate fondue
8 shabu shabu
9 cheesecake/awfully choco cake
10 seafood platter at fish and co.
11 prata at jalan kayu
12 sashimi
13 waffles

12 favorite restaurants
1 Joaquim
2 parkway steamboat
3 sakae sushi
4 NYDC
5 crystal jade la mian
6 fish and co.
7 ajisen
8 gelare
9 starbucks
10 coffee club
11 swensens
12 thai village

11 favorite memories
1 outdoor syf=)
2 tk band daes
3 First three mths at tj
4 joie de vivre
5 bdae 2004
6 daes spent with my beloved frends.
7 thai trip
8 countdown 2005
9 weibo coolplay concert
10 those steamboats and gatherings
11 dec04-feb05.hmm.

10 beautiful people
1 miriam yeung
2 sammi
3 elva
4 kirsten dunst
5 Maria Sharapova
6 jeanette aw
7 stef sun
8 jacq
9 yingzhen
10 nic

9 things you dream of...
1 be happy
2 be rich!
3 be able to sing well!
4 becoming thin!
5 be able to play e flute vv well
6 perfect complexion
7 nv being alone
8 graduate with a first class honours
9 nv being stressed

8 of your obsessions
1 shopping
2 eating
3 pan wei bo
4 nathenial ho
5 hongkong drama serial
6 pink!
7 jacket!
8 bananaboy..hmm...used to!

7 people who have changed your life
1 granny
2 my conductors.
3 miss yap
4 tj peeps
5 jacq
6 yingzhen
7 nic

6 people you hate
can only think of 1

5 of your favorite things
1 my adidas judo jacket!
2 levis jeans
3 ipod
4 money
5 adidas samba

4 things that scare you
1 being alone
2 being broke
3 rollercoaster
4 blood

3 movies you love
1 spiderman
2 the day after tomorrow
3 troy

2 books you love
1 memoirs of a geisha
2 cleo=)

1 person u trust with your life
E Lord

i bought my adidas judo jacket. so i am officially declared bankrupt! dead. and ya..after buying it then i realised it's abit too big for mi=(

cali fitness for e past 2 daes. yesterday was with yingzhen..spent 3/4 of e time chatting..and today was much worse. i actually approached ppl fm planet fitness to come for e cali fitness open house. how dumb. anyway..Jacq is joining cali fitness with mi=)

yingzhen keeps hoping tt money will drop fm e sky! and yesterday this wallet juz drop rite in front of us! hahha..but we are honest peeps. lalala

i am addicted to hongkong drama serials..watching this julian cheung show til 3am! !

i haf this similar dream for e past 3 nites. i am afraid. i still haven gotta over it. shit

anyway no more bananaboy. gd looking guys are usually jerks.
so no more mr singapore. no more num. no more heeren.

i wanna rebond my hair. help!!

celebrated gary's bday today with cheryl, jacq, pris, delon and sZehui. bought him choco cake and his optical wireless mouse! =) 18 yrs old le. . pls stop being so AA. orange bag, orange shoe and orange water bottle! eeeee...Yup! happy 18th bday to Gary ng!~hope yr world peace bday wish will come true! anyway, dinner was at Seoul garden. my alltime most hated. disgusting food. bad service.. er..yucks. shopping after tt. jacq and mi wanted to buy e chowchow tshirt.but think it will be a betta idea to wait for new designs to come. and we saw a pretty nike shoe and pris jacq and mi wanna get 1 colour each!
nicey ms sia fetched us to city hall juz now! i missed her gossips!!! ahaha..and sweetie ms sia say she will pass to mi her instructor pass so i can see e jc band comp! love ms sia lots=)

all 6 of them think bananaboy is nt goodlooking at all. hahaha
ya mayb i got weird taste indeed.
http://www.mistersingapore.org/mistersingapore/Contestants/contestants.htm
go check out e video and vote wisely. hahaha

Happy birthday to Tay kwanghong! U owe mi a treat remember=)

met up with Mavis tan juz now. dinner at ajisen. then so qiao, was juz sittin beside this band junior of mine. anyway. . she's my wallet for today. was looking around for my bday present.. yesh! my guess watch and pierre cardin wallet! dun 4get~=)

wishlist for bday 2005 is out! hahaa, but i scare history will repeat itself juz like last yr. 3 bottle of hugo boss, and so far.. i am juz about to finish e smallest 1.

anyway. u guys are invited to e bbq yeah! 7 may! esp my ex tk/tj/mj bandmates, A102, fowlie and tk4e yeah!

will be celebrating gary's bday tml!woohoo~

I wanna join california fitness! any1 interested to join mi?! wk at cali raffles today..e peeps are much friendlier.. and i juz fell in love with e facilities and classes available! shit.

anyway! William Oo is Mr Tampines and Tay Kwanghong is Mr bedok! ahahaha

Even on the darkest days my heart sings in joyful praise, Not because God says I should, But because I know He's good.

Congrats to tk band for clinching the Gold award for this yr's syf!=) personally think we were q impressive. even betta than 2003's batch=X..cant believe e no of times i heard spore rhapsody 2day! think those judges whu got to heae 100 over bands can probably memorise e score backwards. personally think we were e best this morning! but still compared to others bands around, we still haf to wk much harder!

to go or not to go?! its 25 bucks per tix. and if i pay for jacq and nic.. its 75 bucks! help!

anyway, i booked e bbq pit for my bday oready! its on 7 may! at ecp. pit no 21 and 22!=) pls mark it down on yr calendar ppl!

this feeling still wont go awaY~

All e best to my most beloved Tk Band for e SYF central judging tml~Ganbatte ne~

ah shit. i cant believe i am awake at 3am in e morn becos of this silly issue again!
i dun wanna be involved yet i dun wan these juniors to be stuck in between too. wth.

anyway. check out e mr spore website:www.mistersingapore.org/mistersingapore/Contestants/contestants.htm
and ya.bananaboy is in it.

wat a day

1)argued.cried.
2)jacq and roger was late for 1 hr
3)no more adidas jacket..and i went all e way to queensway!!!!
4)size 34 for adidas judo was gone too!
5)celine was late for 45 mins
6)left my wallet in mjc.
7)ms zheng fly my kite.


went down to mjc.met my beloved gp of fellow band yr1s! e DGG and cheryl. oh ya, delon glenn and gary call themselves DGG and i dun noe y. haven met glenn since i dun know when..but he's still e same. he actually said"i dun noe wat to do if i was not born cute" hahaa..haiz. din get to hear them play cos they were hafing their break when we went over. sakae after tt with jacq and roger.. eeee...no more sakae for e nx 1 mth pls.

met brendan after tt to go down to queensway. then met celine to shop. din get any jackets today. shitty. cafe cartel after tt. thanx brendan for e treat. it's always gd to haf a millionaire friend around.=)

met kelvin at e mrt stat!! omg! i missed him..mr sweety! fellow tj rejects! too bad he's gg in this tues. no chance to meet up!

wow. yingzhen got e job at cali fitness too! wkin together nx sun
to crayon :think dan got a crush on u! he asked y u were not with mi today! hahaa

went to visit my mum in e afternn~ the doctor still haven check out wats wrong. pls continue to pray for her.

anyway.told him about some of my family stuff juz now. He's really easy to talk to and he cant stop luffing at my 10 cents applicatn and e chowchow thingy. aiyah. shit.


anyway..e new concept shop by newurbanmale is based on this creature call chowchow! like how lame can! new slogan for tchow?!hahahaha.. we shall go see nx wk when it open!

gg out with celine tml! cool!=) gg to get havaianas slipper..yesh..i think they shd realli gif mi commissn for every thing i recommend my friends to get! anyway celine and mi got e same HP. same adidas bag and same ipodmini! wow. haha..and she think bananaboy is cute too!=)

my mum is in hospital now. pls pray for her.. xray results out tml..hope its nth serious.

anyway i was asked to spread this around:
this coming sat 9th april..all ex members invited to go back to tk to preview band at 945am under rotunda.

and mjc hafing their band camp too. 8-10 april! its gg to be a band visiting wkend!

okie. guess wat i found at yahoo auctn! my fav! adidas judo! but its too big for mi! size 40!



anyway. i think i am gg to buy sly's album despite the fact that he's 1 gd example of a bastard.haiz. wasted. anyway there's v nice song"suo yi" on e new album..v touching. sobz sobz.

wking at MU tml. nt realli looking forward.shit
wking at yamaha on fri too.

*confused*
y do u tell mi 1 thing, and tell e other friend another thing?
and pls la. u are human afterall..get some rest can..where got ppl wake up damn early to go to e gym, then rush to sch..after tt to wk!?! ah i shd juz shut up..i am in no positn to comment and like u are ever gonna read this.

oh well..met jacq in e morn. my manager was like so shocked to see mi..at heeren at about 12 noon on a rainy day! haha..we wanted to go look for e abercrombie shop but cant find it!! instead found e abercrombie factory outlet shop..not nice=( can some kind soul pls tell mi where is the abercrombie shop!?!

then went for lunch at NYDC with jacq and ivy! my fav three amigos and iced peach elephanccino! then shop somemore..saw afew stuffs tt i fall in love with..like e fossil watch! help~

saw yingzhen in town too! like so qiao lah!!! wah..some1 look gd in sch uniform ah! haha..anyway..like u say lah..fate la..no need arrange also can meet 1..like mr singapore and us. lalala

went down to NUS to settle e applicatn fee. i am getting blur recently. i actually made a payment of 10cents for e applicatn fee b4 this.*blush*

ms nicole seah is sick..no1 to gossip with mi on e fone=(. anyway nic bought mi a roxy trucker cap! hurray~

happyhappyhappy..yingzhen shd know y. lalala..

went to town today with yingzhen! shoppin!! i bought a green top fm MU and another pink havaianas slippers..was so embarassed by Dan..he told mi there was another kind with lights at e back..so i actually believed him..and when to e main shop to find it..then e boss was like lookin at mi as if i speakin arabic or sth..there is actually 1 kind known as "havaianas high light" but its actually e 1 i bought but with heels..after tt dan still can insist to mi its not some april fool day joke! thanx god i din ask bananaboy..if not so embarrassing!

oh ya! we saw mrsingapore juz now at e flipflop shop! like so qiao!!! somemore he was shopping not wking! haha..okie la..gotta admit he's gdlooking

walk to pacific plaza to check out e judo jacket again.so prettyy.,anyway i am size 34..some1 pls get it for mi..hint hint! bday coming!then walk all e way to PS
to find wilson! as usual la..keep saying he looks like Wangleehom. and he's appearing in 1 of e upcoming tv serial..acting as Qi Yu Wu's gd frend. haha

then went to parkway to meet law eng for steamboat! my treat! oh ya..gw! yz and mi will remember to claim e free treat fm ya! then went to swensens for icecream! haha..YINGZHEN actually finished topless 5 all by herself!! well done..i had some sort of bananasplit tts damn nice..yummy!! love bananas!

oh ya..i trim my hair today and no1 seems to noticed.sianz

my new pink havaianas slippers!


okie..pls let mi know which jacket is nicer

1)abercrombie1


2)abercrombie2


3)abercrombie3(i juz bidded for this for 80 bucks at Yahoo auctions)


4)adidas! tell mi where to get e small size for this any1?

can some1 pls tell mi y i cant sign in to msn!?! shit!

and i am like so dead..NUS nv receive my applicatn fee!! juz fax e receipt over..hope it's their mistake and not mine. if not i will juz die..

okie..after a dreadful wk cos i din shop at all..my pay finally came! but haf to fork out 230 bucks to pay hp bills! shitty..but still..i am gg shopping tml! lalala..then when my tuition fee come nx wk..i shall get my adidas judo!

i decided to stop lookin for a job..no yamaha for mi..shall juz be a fulltime tutor like wat bananaboy suggested..then go to MU to wk once per wk.. and maybe california fitness twice a wk.lalala..oh ya..e staffs at california fitness are reali arrogant..shit them

mrsingaporeisggtoamericatostudy.nohopeofseeinghiminNUS.thankgoditsnotbananaboy