Good company.Good food-E greatest pleasure in life=D

today went bak to tk with jacq roger nicole laweng yz gw and tchow cos it was e band's 38th bday! wow! haha..i am reali blessed to be once part of tkband. not onli cos of e music journey i haf gone thru. but most imptly..e frends i haf made..and today was so special cos i went down with this gp of wonderful frends tt i haf make during tt 4 yrs in tk. indeed, times spent woth them..are the e best times of my life.

had 3 pieces of awfully chocolate cakes!! hahaha..and e piece tt tchow cut for mi was EXTREMELY big. enough to be cut into another 3 pieces. and yesh. thanx to e cake, i was too full to even haf my lunch! after lunch, one by one..all of them left to meet their "e other half", leaving laweng tchow and mi! and not long after, laweng left too..so we decided to head back to tk. i reali believe tt tk will be able to clinch tt gold award again this yr.fight on!

met laweng and yingzhen again for dinner. we went to haf katong laksa at my uncle's place. and yeah, its free.. so today i practically din spend anything. haha..my uncle is funny, told mi to bring 30 peeps e nx time round. so we shall go there again soon alrite?!=D maccafe after tt, lame games updates and double choco! yup, its not e quantity.but e quality tt matters.

smile.life's gd. it reali depends on which perspective u are lookin at it fm. seeu tml!

meet cheryl jacq and laweng for dinner today..haha..laweng was late for 1 hr, 3 gers..waiting for him for 1 hr. how nice..haha..but we saw LOTSA peeps. Jiamin=D. heechuan nancy sheryl william and frends. a pity jm din join this time, but yeap there will always be a nx time rite?!=D we had fish head steamboat..e soup is super gd, though e fish haf no meat at all..haha..a pity tchow juz drop by onli, if not dinner will be even lamer. haha..

pay day is coming. hurray.

i will always stand by u. no matter wat! =D

my manager wans mi to wk fulltime for her nx mth..incentives seems q attractive, but i cant gif up my freedom, my wkly outings for money. rite?! wat shd i do?!

gonna meet up with them on fri=D e onli thingy i am looking forward to this wk!=D

i luv wkends=D
went to pris's wkplace for 'ba wan can'..=D then met gw and jacq for lunch at ps. haha, its been a long time since we met up with gw. . he changed so much, even tchow also asked mi issit he jian fei. anyway, gw!! must go church with us every sunday oreadi!=D luckily tchow got to go back for dinner, cos its been wksss since i last had dinner at home.*home sweet home*=D

roy, no matter wat happen. . U guys will always be top in my list okie?! haha, friendship will always come first. .then my personal commitments ya=D its a pity we din get to meet up this wkend. sorry. seeya on fri!

i cant wait for nx wkend=D
6 more daes to sat
8 more daes to pay day.

my smile describes everything=D

went down to tk with tchow. wo lao le, zheng de lao le. haha..out of every 10 band member, i onli recognise 1. haha.. pastamania, icecream, rotiboy. both of us are getting so fat and we are still eating non-stop. well, its okie. when chow bank officially open in e near future, i shall get loans fm him at 0% interest rate to jian fei=D its been a great day.. and thanks u for being part of it.

outing today with e band peeps. .law eng, jacq, yingzhen, tchow and delon=D
had rotiboy and steamboat for dinner, then went over to siglap starbucks to catch up on old times and played uno..
so many outings with them coming up.since laweng is soo free, he shall be e 1 organising it. haha..
1)bbq on CNY wkend at ichun's place
2)sajc funfair + chingay perf after tt.
3)steamboat treat. 5feb
4)katong laksa
5)housevisitng during CNY=D
6)SENTOSA
its amazing how most of us come fm diff batches but manage to keep in touch after so long. its not a hi-bye friend kinda friendship but rather they are friends tt i know will last mi for a lifetime. i am happy . thank you for blanketing me with your warmth .i pray that the lord will watch over each and every one of us and that he'll read our heart's desires and fulfil them according to the plans he has for us
i love u all very much and i appreciate you guys for being here with me=D


sth is bothering mi when it actually dun even concern mi at all. he's juz an innocent party. let him off. please.

pay day is coming! haha..another 12 daes to be exact..haha..i haf a whole lotsa stuffs to buy!=D.

to-do list:
1) buffet treat with my first pay check to those tk band peeps.=D 5 feb!~ mark it down in e calendar peeps=D
2)ipod mini. yes..e pink 1..roy was suppose to get it for mi, but wo deng dao hua er ye xie le.
3)levis jeans. ladies fit with nice nice diamantes
4 fantasia jigsaw puzzle
5)mambo bag. e pink sling bag tts on display at mambo heeren
6)new yr clothes!!!!!
7)adidas jacket. any1 saw any nice design?
8)bdae present for glenn/ belated christmas present for roy/jacq/nic/pris

yeah..all this above stuffs is gonna cost mi more than my pay! so ppl whu wanna get mi belated christmas present/Vday present/international friendship day present, pls choose fm e above yeah=D

last nite i dreamt tt i got A A B for my a levels results..hahaa..if i reali do get A A B for my As, i promise to treat any1 whu happen to read this particular blog entry to the chocolate buffet at fullerton!

against all odds

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take

Take a look at me now

there are times when we shd hold on, but sometimes letting go is the only way out.

met up with laweng in e afternn, suppose to go for dinner with yz and him, but yz had dinner at home..yup, so attention ppl!! outing will be postponed to nx fri! haha..yz is gg to organise!=D ivy attended wesley church service with mi today.. how nice=D, and we had dinner at crystal jade. think its the onli place tt serve affordable and gd food. wanted to makan at NYDC cos jacq is wking today, but its so expensive.

roy called mi fm tekong=D. though its juz a 10 mins chat, but i am contented. haha..hopefully we can get to meet up nx wk=D

sick and stressed~

for e first time this yr, i am feeling stressed up!! Think its cos i have been wking nonstop since monday+my tuition kid is realli v weak in his studies+my pay got deducted cos i was late for wk+i am broke+haf been having 1 meal per day onli+i am ill!+him.

thanx god ivy and daniel came over to accompany me for dinner juz now, if not i probably might juz skip dinner again. well, mgt not be a bad thing to skip dinner cos i need to get rid of y double/triple chin. haha

hope tml will be a betta day..though i doubt so..
when am i going to see u again?
meeting up with law eng and yingzhen tml! =D


Here Without You
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don?t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I?m dreaming of your face

I m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it?s only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it?s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it?s all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

thanx you for making my life so worthwhile.

went to watch love so divine with jacq and ivy..movie was soso, fell aslp halfway and left early for wk too..haha..still dun understand y nicole can cry in e show..i thot it was a comedy?! oh ya. they saw xxx while coming to meet mi for dinner, thank god i wasnt with them at tt time, if not i would probably puke out my breakfast and lunch and haf no appetite for dinner!~

anyway, there is still cute guy wking in e shop beside e shop i am wking in. but he is a gay, wat a waste.. haha..and ya, guess wat..i got approached by e toni and guys staff to be their hair model!! i myself cant believe it, esp when my hair is so dry!

4 more days.

U are the closest thing to perfection, but the furthest thing away fm mi.

well.2005 has been a great yr so far, but its been onli 11 days!! hopefully e rest of e yr will be as gd too!

i am reali v thankful for my group of friends around..i haf nth but love respect and appreciation for u guys. yeap, this goes out esp to jacq, roy, pris, nic, sionghwee, cheryl, delon, gary, guanwei, tchow, yingzhen, jovan, ivy, shawn, glenn, mavis, vanessa, gregory, melody, ryl, bunz, laureen, diana, weiling, shibin, deryck, pakkin, tohghim, huiting, nene, roger, cherish, huishan, xinhui, lihui, youaik, wenjuan etc. thanx for always being there..2004 has been so wonderful cos u guys were around..i dun wan to be far fm u guys..will always be looking forward to e nx time we will be meeting.

wk today was alrite..nicole started wk today..hahaa..and taufik passed by the shop and thank god she din run up to him to take a pix~ hahaa..brendan met mi for lunch at sakaesushi..hopefully for e rest of e wk, i haf frends whu will accompany mi for lunch too.

watching love so divine tml with ivy and jacq! cool!~

blessed~ met up with law eng and delon today for lunch.. after tt with tchow for church..dinner with my mum..
oh well.roy enlisted for 3 daes, but haf yet to call mi!!~

fone conferencing with jovan, jacq, and nic now.bye

everything i want the world to be.. is now coming thru especially for mi.

today was unbelievably great! went down to tk for their cca orientatn.. was q bored at first cos half e band seems unfamiliar. e alumni seems so distant now too..hmm..heard e band played..e SC is gd!! can even consider letting him conduct for comp! hahaha..yeah..left after their performance with yingzhen, tchow and delon. had dinner at pastamania then thot we mgt juz leave after dinner, but mavis called mi to ask 'mole' and mk to go join the tj peeps for dinner again. haha..so not long after, fahmi and law eng came to join us too! then tchow, yz, delon, fahmi, law eng and I went to meet greg, van, mavis, melody and dawn at swensens haha..they manage to click vvvv well! which is gd cos both sides are my v close frends=) and guess wat, william, yihong and fatfat came to look for us!! hahaha..how blessed..

after tt. the tjc peeps went to look for ms chew to watch e soccer match at some kopitiam while e tk peeps went to macdonalds to play lame games. chow is like e slowest person on earth. took 1 hr to solve a game..haha..saw sang too!! still look exactly e same!

haha..i hope i can see them soon. like later

You alone can make my song take flight. Help me make the music of the night

oh well..roy enlisted today..shawn, nic, ivy and mi went to send him off..thot will be a v sad day, but it wasnt! haha..pulau tekong is like a holiday resort seriously..with entertainment room, kingkoil bed.haahha..well, zhihan and raz enlisted at e same time too! yeah..but they 2 still haf their hair..onli roy! botak! haha..haiz..i hate to admit it.. but i am beginning to miss roy already! so whu is gg to conference call with mi til 4am? whu isgg to lunch with mi during my lunchbreak? whu is gg to go for church service with mi every sunday..no more hanging out every other day..no more stayovers..argh. sux.

dinner with shawn and jacq. sorry to make u guys wait so long! hahaha..

yina.yina..get a life. move on.

i dyed my hair..finally!~ haha..but it costs mi 190 bucks! at first e kimage hairsylist told mi tt she will gif mi a 20% discount cos i am a student, but whem i went to pay, e manager refused to gif mi e discount cos she its a package and no further discount can be given..wth.. haha..ivy said i look younger. which is v gd! cos jacq reminded mi last nite tt i am gg to be 20 nx yr..how scary.

there was a change in wk schedule and i was suppose to report for wk at 11, but i went at 2! hahaha..its onli a matter of time when i get sack seriously. wking in heeren is actually a gd thingy cos firstly, jacq, pam and bunz all wk there and nx is becos i get to see alot of familiar faces..saw david yeo few daes ago and today i saw taufik! haha..

ivy came to meet mi during lunchtime..thanx for e belated christmas present..i luv it alot! tml shawn and nic are hafing lunch with mi..nice..

oh ya, last nite was suppose to go for e steamboat buffet with them, but it was closed! thanx la jacq, skip all meals for e steamboat last nite..and realise tt it onli open til 3am on wkends and public hol. we went to swensens instead, food sux..even my sarsaparilla is also no longer e same..=..(
went roy's place after tt..its becoming to be my second home..i lost count of how many times i stayed over since nov.

i wanna see u again.

well..this two days haf been wonderful too..haha..yesterdae i had work. and roy came to accompany mi for lunch while ivy met mi after wk..how sweet! haha..then haf conference call with roy and shawn til 4am! impressive anot? haha..

today went to give tuition for e first time..haha..get my pay even before tutoring them!~ but ended up spending 160 bucks to pay my hp billss..argh

i feel like crashing e jcs..haha...dun think they will notice am i right?

arghh..i am jacqless..nicless..royless..how sad..roy's enlisting this friday, i am v sure i will cry when we go see him off=...(
roger is enlisting this fri too..no more kboxing.


meeting roy, jacq and shawn later for e japanese charcoal steamboat..at 1045pm..haha

Another great day i had today..somehow it feels like e last day of holiday for mi too. prob becos i will be busy woth wk fm now on. oh well, woke up early and had pancakes for breakfast prepared by roy and nic..aww..how nice.after tt went to ivy's church for service and then, went to meet tchow, yingzhen and weijing for lunch and movie. Phantom of e opera is gd! enjoyed it alot..haha..we were like e onli peeps toking in e theatre..bet e rest fall aslp. went over to wesley for church after tt..I've learnt tt 1 umbrella isnt enuff to shield 2 ppl cos I got damn wet when i reach church. THANX AH! after tt, tchow and mi went to find gw whu is wking at yamaha. but he finish wk le.. like less than 2 hrs can. ya..today is reali a day i am gonna remember for yrs to come. haha..

e feeling of emptiness within mi is overwhelming..well..cos partly cos yingzhen, tchow are starting sch..haha..haf been spending so much time with them..concerts, philyouth performance, movies, maple story, church, toking on e fone, christmas and new yr celebratns..AHH!~ i am gonna miss u guys=..(

lotsa stuffs happen..well CONGRATS to .. and to... things can onli get betta..there will always be a rainbow after e storm.

chatted with shawn til 3 plus..woke up feeling like a zombie=(

spent my first day of 2005 with my beloved 1s again..Nicole. roy and ivy. went to watch meet e fockers at west mall..show was funni yet not up to expectatns..went over to ivy's place to stayover..her mum cooked dinner for us and her mum's cooking is superb!JAcq and roger came over at 11plus too..after their date at night safari..haha..how blessed..=D..esp when i haven seen jacq since i dun know when.

new yr countdown is indeed v blessed=) think it will be forever etched in my memory. haha..spent countdown with some of e closest ppl in my life..Roy tchow nicole and jovan..went for e watchnight service and this is my first time counting siwn to e new yr in church..but definitely this is not gg to be e last!

the day will be more wonderful if more love ones were around..esp jacq whom i was suppose to meet for supper and Yingzhen whu wanted to come for e service actually..but still we converse over e fone at midnite..how blessed.


went for supper with roy, nicole, tchow, jovan and jovan's frend at glutton square..spent 40 bucks on supper!! so yup, i did treat u guys with my first pay ah!luff alot tt dae, cant even remember e last time i luff til my tummy hurt. yes, we gaf tchow new names..fm now on, we can call him Bruce chow or jacky chow.haha..went over to roy's place after tt..ivy came too!!=D i was so high tt nite..couldnt get to slp..but stupid roy, too tired to haf bonding sessn. ahaa

thanx to roy, nic, tchow, jovan, ivy for making 1st jan 2005 such a memorable occasn